Thursday, August 25, 2011

" DID YOU EVER HAVE A DREAM LIKE THAT "?

MIKE WAS VERY EMOTIONAL THIS MORNING.  HE TOLD ME HE HAD A VERY EXCITING NIGHT.  I ASKED HIM IF HE HAD A DREAM, AND HE SAID NO.  IT WAS NOT A DREAM IT WAS REAL, THEY WERE ALL THERE. I SAID SOMETIMES DREAMS CAN BE VERY REAL, AND MIKE SAID "HAVE YOU EVER HAD A DREAM LIKE THAT"?  NO, I HAVEN'T, NOT SINCE I WAS A CHILD ANY WAY.  WHO ALL WAS THERE ?  HE BEGINS TO TELL ME THAT HE SAW HIS MOTHER AND FATHER, HIS BROTHERS, AND EVEN HIS TWO AUNTS (MARGRET, AND HELEN).  I SAID HONEY YOU MUST HAVE BEEN DREAMING ABOUT THE RESURRECTION WHEN YOU WILL SEE THEM ALL AGAIN.  MIKE SAID NO, THAT IS NOT IT.  I WAS YOUNG AGAIN, AND WE WERE ALL TOGETHER.  IT WAS SO REAL.  HE BECAME VERY EMOTIONAL WHEN HE STARTED TELLING ME ABOUT HOW HARD HIS DAD HAD IT.  FOR THE FIRST TIME MIKE SAID THAT HIS MOTHER DIED FIRST BEFORE HIS DAD.  HE HAD ALWAYS SAID IN THE PAST THAT SHE WAS SICK AND WAS PUT INTO A HOME OF SOME KIND, AND THAT HE NEVER SAW HER AFTER THAT.  TOO STRANGE.  ALSO MIKE HAS A LEAK AT AROUND 6PM LAST NIGHT, AND AFTER I CHANGED HIM, HE SAID HE WANTED TO STAY IN BED FOR A WHILE.  HE WOUND UP STAYING IN BED UNTIL 7:30 THIS AM!!  THAT WAS OVER 12 HOURS-A RECORD FOR MIKE!!  I THINK ALL OF THIS MAY HAVE SOMETHING TO DO WITH WHAT HIS UROLOGIST TOLD HIM YESTERDAY.  IT SEEMS THAT SOMETHING NEW WAS VISIBLE ON HIS C.T. SCAN.  THE DOCTOR MENTIONED THE "C" WORD, AND ALTHOUGH MIKE HAS NOT MENTIONED ANY THING ABOUT HIS VISIT, IT MAY BE PLAYING ON HIS MIND.  THE DOCTOR PUT MIKE ON A HIGH DOSAGE OF ANTIBIOTICS, AND IS RUNNING SOME TEST, AND THEN ONCE THE TEST RESULTS ARE BACK, HE WILL ORDER A NEW C.T. SCAN, AND BASED ON THAT, HE WILL TELL US HOW WE SHOULD PROCEED. I HAVE HAD A KNOT IN MY STOMACH EVER SINCE.  I AM TRYING TO BE POSITIVE, AND ACT LIKE NOTHING IS WRONG, AS I DO NOT WANT TO UPSET MIKE, BUT IT IS NOT EASY.  HOPING FOR THE BEST-JUST ME

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