Monday, September 26, 2011

MY WORST NIGHTMARE !!

LAST NIGHT I WOKE MIKE UP WITH MY SOBBING!!  ALL I COULD SAY IS I'M OK-JUST HAD A BAD DREAM.  THE TRUTH IS, I HAD THE WORST POSSIBLE DREAM EVER!!  I DREAMT THAT MIKE FORGOT WHO I WAS.  HE WAS LOOKING AT A DRESS, AND HE TOLD ME THAT HE HAD ASKED HIS WIFE TO PUT IT AWAY, BUT HE THINKS SHE WILL DO THAT ON THURS. WHEN SHE COMES BACK.   I QUESTIONED HIM A LITTLE (THIS WAS DONE IN MY DREAM), JUST TO SEE IF HE WAS PUTTING ME ON, AS MIKE HAS ALWAYS HAD SUCH A GREAT SENSE OF HUMOR.  BUT NO-HE WAS DEAD SERIOUS, AND CONTINUED TO REFER TO HIS WIFE AS NOT BEING PRESENT, AND NOT BEING ME!!  I FREAKED OUT (AGAIN THIS WAS IN MY DREAM), AND I CALLED MY SISTER VICKIE.  I TOLD HER IT HAPPENED-HE FORGOT WHO I AM.  AND THEN I STARTED SOBBING.  SHE TRIED AND TRIED TO TELL ME THINGS TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER, BUT NOTHING SHE SAID DID, AND I JUST KEPT SOBBING-UNTIL I WOKE MIKE UP.  I WAS SO RELIEVED TO KNOW AT THAT MOMENT THAT IT WAS JUST A HORRIBLE DREAM, WORDS CAN NOT EXPRESS.  ANY HOW, THIS IS NOW MORNING, AND I HAVE A DERMATOLOGY APPOINTMENT TO REMOVE WHAT EVER THAT THING IS ON MY NECK, SO I NEED TO GET DRESSED AND GET GOING.  I JUST HOPE AND PRAY THAT MY DREAM/NIGHTMARE WILL NEVER ACTUALLY HAPPEN, AS I TRULY DON'T KNOW IF I COULD HANDLE THAT.  HOPE ALL YOUR DREAMS ARE GOOD ONES-TILL LATER-JUST ME

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