" SO MANY SAYINGS-SO MANY TO FORGET!!

ONCE AGAIN, I SURE WISH I HAD A VOICE ACTIVATED TAPE PLAYER IN OUR BEDROOM, AS MIKE JUST TALKED AND TALKED LAST NIGHT.  ONLY A FEW THINGS COULD I MAKE OUT.  ALSO HE WAS OBSESSED WITH THE HOUSE ACROSS THE STREET, HE SEEMED TO THINK THAT WE LIVED THERE FIRST, AND THEN MOVED HERE.  HE WANTED TO KNOW WHY WE MOVED HERE, AND IF WE HAD THE SAME FURNITURE IN THAT HOUSE AS WE DO NOW. AND ABOUT 10,000 OTHER QUESTIONS ABOUT THE HOUSE ACROSS THE STREET. I MUST HAVE TOLD HIM (I LOST COUNT OF THE TIMES) THAT WE NEVER EVER LIVED THERE.  MIKE EXPRESSED THAT HE WAS IN A LOT OF PAIN YESTERDAY, SO I KEPT RUBBING HIS LEGS WITH THAT SPECIAL CREAM I GOT FROM HOSPICE.  NOTHING SEEMED TO HELP.  HE WAS UP DOING STRANGE THINGS AROUND 5AM, AND WHEN I ASKED HIM WHAT HE WAS DOING-HE SNAPPED BACK "HOW MANY TIMES DO I HAVE TO TELL YOU"?  HE NEVER EVEN TOLD ME ONCE.  HE WAS A BIT SNIPPY YESTERDAY ALSO, I TRULY THINK IT WAS DUE TO HIS PAIN LEVEL, AS HE IS NORMALLY VERY SWEET TO ME.  I PUT HIS PANTS BACK ON HIM AND GOT HIM TO GET BACK IN BED AROUND 6:30AM. NOT SURE HOW THE REST OF THE DAY WILL GO-JUST KNOW THAT I AM PRETTY WORRIED ABOUT HIM.  YES, I DO KNOW THIS IS SAT. AND I NEVER USUALLY POST ON SAT., BUT I FELT THIS WAS IMPORTANT ENOUGH TO HAVE A RECORD OF.  THANKS FOR LISTENING TO ME VENT-THIS TIME I MEAN IT-I WILL NOT POST AGAIN UNTIL MONDAY. JUST ME