Wednesday, May 2, 2012

11,12,236,339,417,543,610,711. WHAT DO THESE NUMBERS MEAN?

THEY ARE TIMES.  EVERY TIME I LOOKED AT MY CLOCK LAST NIGHT.  YES, I DID TAKE A SLEEPING PILL.  NO I DON'T KNOW WHAT ALL KEPT ME FROM SLEEPING.  MANY THINGS I GUESS-JUST AN INCREDIBLY LONG LONG NIGHT.  I FINALLY GOT UP AT 7:11A.M. AS I DID NOT SEE MUCH CHANCE OF ME GETTING ANY MORE SLEEP PAST THAT.  ALSO BY NOW THE DOGS WERE GETTING ANTSY TO GO OUTSIDE, SO WE ALL GOT UP.  I HAVE TO SAY THIS (EVEN THOUGH MOST PEOPLE WILL THINK I AM NUTS ), BUT WHEN I DO MY MORNING ROUTINE OF HOLDING MIKE'S PICTURE AND KISSING IT-THE DOGS ALSO LICK HIS PICTURE!!  THEY TOO KNOW HE IS GONE AND THEY MISS HIM AND HIS DAILY WALKS WITH THEM.  MIKE WOULD SAY "GOOD DOGIES", I KNOW HE WOULD!!  I ALSO HAVE TO BRAG ABOUT MY SON A LITTLE BIT THIS A.M..  HE WROTE THE MOST BEAUTIFUL POEM I THINK I HAVE EVER READ IN MY ENTIRE LIFE ON HIS LONG DRIVE BACK TO C.A..  HIS DAD WAS ALREADY PROUD AS PUNCH OF HIS KIDS.   HE ALWAYS SAID HE HAD THE BEST KIDS IN THE WORLD.  IF HE COULD ONLY HAVE SEEN HOW WELL THEY HAVE DONE AND HOW MUCH THEY HAVE DONE FOR ME SINCE HIS PASSING, I KNOW HE WOULD EXPLODE FROM PRIDE AND GRATITUDE (AS I DO).  I KNOW THEY HAVE NO REGRETS WHEN IT COMES TO DOING ALL THEY COULD FOR THEIR DAD (WHEN HE WAS ALIVE AND AFTER), AND STILL DO FOR ME.  IT'S JUST LIKE THE BIBLE SAYS "CHILDREN ARE AN INHERITANCE" AND WHAT AN INHERITANCE MINE HAVE PROVEN TO BE!!  TODAY I NEED TO SEE A DENTIST AGAIN. I HAVE A TOOTH ACHE ON YET A DIFFERENT TOOTH!!  I STILL THINK I SHOULD JUST GET THEM ALL PULLED OUT AND GO WITH THE FALSIES.  I ALSO HAVE TO GO HAVE EX-RAYS DONE ON MY SINUSES.  SO MANY THINGS TO ALWAYS KEEP ME BUSY.  GUESS I SHOULD BE GRATEFUL HUH?  SAT. I AM GOING OVER TO A SISTER'S HOUSE FOR DINNER-SHE LIVES HERE IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD-IF IT IS A HALF WAY DECENT DAY FOR ME EMOTIONALLY.  I WILL BE GOING TO DO EXERCISES THREE DAYS A WEEK (MON. WEDS. & FRIDAY).  MY SISTER, OUR NEIGHBOR MARTHA, AND MYSELF ARE NOW TAKING TURNS COOKING FOR THE THREE OF US ONE DAY A WEEK.  WE FIGURE IT WILL GIVE US SOME COMPANY, AND PROBABLY SAVE US A FEW BUCKS ON GROCERIES..  BTW, THE GARDEN THAT LAURA (MIKE JR.'S WIFE, FONDA, AND I PLANTED IS GROWING OUT OF CONTROL!!!  ANY BODY NEED TOMATOES????  TILL TOMORROW-KEEP YOUR CHIN UP-THAT WAY YOU CAN SEE THE SILVER LINING IN THE SKY.  JUST ME

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