Monday, May 21, 2012

I FINALLY DID IT!!

I FINALLY GOT UP THE COURAGE TO MOVE MIKE'S URN INTO THE BED ROOM WITH ME, AND THE DOGIES.  I WON'T KID YOU, IT IS TRULY HARD TO WAKE UP AND SEE HIS FACE FIRST THING, BUT IT WAS EVEN HARDER FOR ME  KNOWING  HE WAS IN THE NEXT ROOM AND NOT WHERE HE BELONGED.  SO I FOUGHT THROUGH SOME TEARS, AND PUT HIS URN ON HIS NIGHT STAND, AND HIS BEAUTIFUL PICTURE ON THE DRESSER.  I KNOW IT'S CRAZY, BUT I FEEL BETTER KNOWING THAT MIKE, ME, AND THE DOGIES ARE ALL BACK IN THE SAME ROOM.  I HAD A VERY NICE NIGHT LAST NIGHT.  MIKE B. PICKED ME UP AND WE WENT TO JAKKI & JUDAH-BEN'S HOUSE FOR DINNER AND OUR FAMILY STUDY NIGHT.  I AM REALLY THANKFUL THAT THEY INCLUDE ME, AND GO THROUGH SO MUCH TROUBLE TO GET ME THERE, AND THEN BRING ME HOME (EVEN WHEN THEY STILL PLAN ON SPENDING MORE TIME THERE).  I HAD GONE TO MY P.C.P. ON FRIDAY, AND HE FOUND SOME PROTEIN IN MY URINE.  ACTUALLY I TOLD HIM TO CHECK FOR IT, AS I HAVE HAD THAT PROBLEM BEFORE, AND I KNEW THE SIGNS.  HE SAID YES, AND NOW HE WILL SEND IT OUT TO THE LAB TO SEE THE EXACT NUMBERS, AND THEN DECIDE IF I NEED TO GO BACK TO MY OLE NEFROLOGIST (KIDNEY DR.)..  TOMORROW I GO SEE THE GASTRO DR. SO THEY CAN SET ME UP WITH A DATE FOR MY COLONOSCOPY.  THAT'S WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU LET YOURSELF GO FOR SO LONG-IT ALL CATCHES UP WITH YOU SOON OR LATER!!  I HAD FINALLY MADE AN APPOINTMENT WITH A DENTIST, AND NOW I WILL HAVE TO CHANGE IT BECAUSE DUMMY ME SET IT FOR THE SAME TIME I HAVE THE GASTRIC. DR.'S APPOINTMENT TOMORROW!!  I AM SUCH A MESS THESE DAYS.   I DID THE WORST (STUPIDEST) THING I THINK I HAVE  EVER DONE IN MY ENTIRE LIFE ON SAT. WHEN I CAME HOME FROM SERVICE!!  MY SISTER AND I HAD SHOPPED AT ALDE'S ON FRIDAY, AND I BOUGHT SOME RIBS.  THEY HAD B.B.Q. SAUCE ON THEM, SO I JUST ASSUMED THEY WERE COOKED-WRONG!!!!! AS IT TURNED OUT, I WAS SO HUNGRY I ATE THREE RIBS BEFORE I REALIZED THAT THEY WERE RAW!!!  I STILL CAN'T GET OVER THAT!!  OH WELL, I COULD PULL ANY ONE OF A NUMBER OF EXCUSES OUT OF THE EXCUSE HAT, BUT THE TRUTH IS, I MISS MIKE SO MUCH, I DON'T KNOW WHAT I AM DOING AT LEAST HALF OF THE TIME.  WELL, IT IS TIME FOR ME TO GET DRESSED, AND CALL UP THE DENTIST TO RESCHEDULE.  I LOST ONE OF MY GOLD EARRINGS LAST NIGHT TOO-JUST WALKING FROM THE LIVING ROOM TO THE BED ROOM.. STUFF LIKE THAT SEEMS TO BE HAPPENING A LOT LATELY.  OH WELL, THEY ARE ONLY THINGS-I HAVE NO ATTACHMENT TO.  HOPE YOUR WEEK END WAS JUST PICTURE PERFECT, AND THAT YOUR DAY WILL BE AS WELL-TILL TOMORROW-JUST ME

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