ROUGH NIGHT

HAD A LOT OF TROUBLE SLEEPING AGAIN LAST NIGHT.  SOME REALLY STRANGE DREAMS, PLUS A LITTLE CONGESTION MADE FOR A NOT SO HOT NIGHT.  I'M SURE THIS DREARY WEATHER DOES NOT HELP EITHER.  I GOT A LITTLE WET YESTERDAY, BUT IT RAINED PRETTY MUCH ALL DAY.  I AM HOPING IT WILL GET CLEARER AS THE DAY GOES ON.  MY SISTER VICKIE JUST CALLED AND SHE IS IN THE SAME SHAPE, SO MAYBE WE BOTH PICKED UP A LITTLE GERM SOME WHERE AS WE SPEND A LOT OF TIME TOGETHER THESE DAYS.  SHE HAS SOME HOMEMADE SOUP SHE JUST TOOK OUT OF HER FREEZER, SO SHE WANTS ME TO BRING THE KIDS (PRISKA & PRESLEY) OVER AND HAVE SOME DINNER WITH HER. I PROBABLY WILL, AND THEN I WILL NEED TO COME HOME AND GET READY FOR MY MEETING.  IF I GET ANY WORSE, I WILL JUST HAVE TO LISTEN IN, BUT I REALLY HATE TO HAVE TO DO THAT.  I REALLY ENJOY GOING TO MY MEETINGS.  THE FRIENDS HAVE MADE A HUGE DIFFERENCE IN MY TIME OF SORROW.  THEY ARE LOVING AND SUPPORTIVE AS TRUE FRIENDS SHOULD BE.   I WISH I WOULD FEEL LIKE I AM GETTING CLOSER TO PUTTING MIKE'S THINGS (HIS PICTURE AND HIS URN) IN THE ROOM WITH ME, BUT IT IS A STEP I HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO TAKE THUS FAR.  I GUESS I AM STILL NOT READY FOR THAT ONE JUST YET.  I PRAY THAT IN TIME I CAN GET THERE.  I FEEL SO BAD HAVING HIM IN A DIFFERENT ROOM THEN ME AND THE KIDS, BUT FOR NOW ALL I SEEM TO BE ABLE TO DO IS PAY HIM A MORNING AND EVENING VISIT.  I WAS AFRAID TO GET ON THE SCALE THIS A.M. EVEN THOUGH I DID EAT HEALTHY YESTERDAY.  I DON'T WANT TO GET UPSET IF I GAINED A POUND BACK OR IF I JUST STAYED THE SAME.  I WANT TO WAIT A FEW DAYS, AND HOPEFULLY GET A NICE SURPRISE.  SUNDAY I THINK I WILL BE GOING TO JAKKI AND JUDAH-BEN'S HOUSE AGAIN FOR OUR FAMILY STUDY NIGHT.  THEY WERE SUPPOSE TO COME HERE, BUT I DON'T THINK JAKKI IS QUITE READY YET, PLUS THE WEATHER MAY STILL BE YUCKY.  I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE MINKA AGAIN-SHE IS SUCH A CUTE LITTLE BUNDLE.  I HAVE TO MAKE MANY PHONE CALLS TODAY TO TRY AND ARRANGE A DOG SITTER WHILE I AM IN C.A..  IF YOU KNOW OF A GOOD ONE-E-MAIL ME PLEASE!!  BTW, IF ANY OF YOU ARE TRYING TO REACH ME BY PHONE-USE MY CELL.  I GOT SWITCHED BACK TO BRIGHT HOUSE YESTERDAY, BUT MY OLD PHONE # WILL NOT BE AVAILABLE TILL THE 26TH OF THIS MONTH.  I KEEP GETTING CALLS FOR JOSE VALDEZ ON MY NEW PHONE # (WHAT EVER THAT IS), AND THEY ARE BILL COLLECTORS-NO WONDER HE CHANGED HIS NUMBER!!!  WELL, THAT'S ALL FOR NOW, TILL TOMORROW-STAY AWAY FROM STRESS.  JUST ME