STILL DARK OUT AND I AM UP!!

ACTUALLY I NORMALLY LIKE TO GET UP EARLY.  IT GIVES ME TIME TO DO A LOT OF STUFF BEFORE I HAVE TO GO ANY WHERE.  VICKIE AND I ARE SUPPOSE TO GO TO THE GYM THIS AM, BUT BECAUSE OF THE TIME I HAD WITH MY BACK YESTERDAY AFTERNOON-I THINK NOT.  I AM JUST GOING TO HAVE TO WAIT TO SEE WHAT THE MRI AND EX RAYS SHOWED BEFORE I DO TOO MUCH ELSE.  I HAD TO TAKE EVERY THING IN THE BOOK YESTERDAY, AS BOTH MY LEGS HAD PAIN SHOOTING DOWN THEM AND MY LEFT FOOT WAS NUMB.   I DID GO FOR A LONG WALK EARLY IN THE DAY, AND THAT MAY HAVE TRIGGERED THE EPISODE-I DON'T KNOW.  IT RAINED AGAIN YESTERDAY.  THAT WAS FINE BY ME, AS I WAS INSIDE WHEN IT STARTED AND STAYED INSIDE AFTER IT STARTED.  I THINK BOTH MY DAUGHTER FONDA AND I HAD A ROUGH DAY YESTERDAY CONCERNING MIKE.  JUST REMEMBERING SOME OF THE THINGS HE WOULD SAY BROUGHT US BOTH TO TEARS.  WE NORMALLY DO PRETTY GOOD, BUT WE DO HAVE OUR DAYS. IN JUST TWO MORE DAYS, IT WILL BE THREE MONTHS SINCE MIKE PASSED, AND IT STILL SEEMS LIKE IT WAS YESTERDAY.  LIKE A DEAR FRIEND TOLD ME AFTER MIKE PASSED "BOOK CHICKS HAVE TO BE TOUGH".  ONLY SOMEONE MARRIED TO A BOOK MAN OR WHO WAS A BOOK MAN/WOMAN WILL GET THAT I'M SURE.  ANY HOW, SINCE IT IS A HOLIDAY, I REALLY DON'T HAVE TO GO ANY WHERE TODAY, SO THE FACT THAT IT MAY RAIN AGAIN DOESN'T AFFECT ME.   I TRIED TO GET THE RESULTS OF MY TEST YESTERDAY, BUT THEY WERE NOT IN YET BECAUSE OF THE HOLIDAY.  I'M HOPING THAT BY THUS. AFTERNOON I WILL KNOW SOMETHING.  I'M HOPING MY SON WILL SKYPE ME TODAY SO I CAN SEE LILLY AND AUTUMN'S FACES.  THEY ALWAYS MAKE ME FEEL BETTER, AS THEY ARE TOO CUTE AND TOO SWEET FOR WORDS.  YES, LITTLE AUTUMN IS A BIT MORE LIKE MIKE JR. THEN MIKE JR. (AND PROBABLY LAURA TOO) WOULD HAVE LIKED, BUT SO SWEET NONE THE LESS.  MAYBE I WOULD EVEN GET TO SAY "HI" TO LAURA, IF SHE IS NOT WORKING OR VOLUNTEERING AT THE RANCH.  WELL, I DON'T WANT TO SIT HERE SO LONG THAT MY BACK AND OR LEGS START HURTING BAD AGAIN, SO I WILL JUST SAY SO LONG FOR NOW-PLEASE, WHAT EVER YOU ARE DOING TODAY- BE SAFE-JUST ME