NO NEWS WAS "NOT" GOOD NEWS!!

I AM WRITING TODAY WITH A VERY HEAVY HEART.  THE UROLOGIST GAVE US THE REPORT ON MIKE'S C T SCAN ON FRIDAY, AND IT WAS NOT GOOD.  IT SEEMS THAT THE BLADDER CANCER THAT HE HAD HAS GONE INTO HIS BONES.  NOT GOOD!!  TO FIND OUT HOW FAR REACHING IT IS, I WILL NEED TO TAKE HIM FOR A BONE SCAN.  I AM WILLING TO DO THAT-JUST FOR MY OWN SATISFACTION, BUT AS FOR FURTHER TREATMENT (BONE BIOPSY, CHEMO, OR RADIATION), I DON'T THINK I WANT TO GO THAT ROUTE.  MIKE SEEMS HAPPY AND DOES NOT COMPLAIN OF ANY PAIN (EXCEPT FOR HIS KNEES), SO I WOULD NOT WANT HIM TO BE TROUBLED BY THE THOUGHT OF THAT EVERY DAY.  I HOPE MY KIDS ALL AGREE THAT TELLING HIM WOULD NOT BE A GOOD THING FOR THEIR DAD-I GUESS THEY WILL LET ME KNOW IF THEY DON'T, AND WE WILL HAVE TO DISCUSS ALL THE PROS AND CONS TOGETHER.  THE FIRST THING WILL BE THE BONE SCAN WHICH I WILL TRY AND SCHEDULE TODAY.  I SURE HAD HOPED FOR BETTER NEWS, BUT LIKE THE SAYING GOES-IT IS WHAT IT IS.  THAT'S ALL FROM ME FOR TODAY, EXCEPT THAT I HAD A WONDERFUL SURPRISE VISIT FROM TWO DEAR FRIENDS ON SAT.  (JUDY & DANNY) WHICH DID BRIGHTEN DAY!! JUST ME