MIKE'S 1AM ESCAPE !!

I WOKE UP TO THE BATH ROOM LIGHT BEING TURNED ON AND THEN OFF AGAIN.  I FELT AROUND FOR MIKE IN THE BED, BUT HE WAS NOT THERE.  I SAT UP IN BED TO FIND HIM FULLY DRESSED-SHOES AND ALL, READY TO DO WHAT I DO NOT KNOW!!  I ASKED HIM DID HE KNOW WHAT TIME IT WAS, TO WHICH HE REPLIED "NO".  I TOLD HIM IT WAS 1AM, AND THAT HE NEEDED TO GET BACK IN BED TILL THE MORNING.  HE WAS NOT OVERJOYED, BUT HE DID IT.  BEFORE I FELL ASLEEP LAST NIGHT, MIKE WAS ONCE AGAIN SAYING A BUNCH OF STUFF THAT MADE NO SENSE AT ALL.  HE SAID "WE'LL TRY IT, AND IF IT DOES NOT WORK, WE'LL JUST THROW IT AWAY".  I SAID "WE'LL THROW WHAT AWAY"? MIKE THEN SAID "DIRE KNIFE".  I REPEATED IT JUST TO MAKE SURE I HEARD IT RIGHT, AND HE SAID IT AGAIN.  THEN HE SAID "IT WILL NOT BE EASY TO GET RID OF THEM".  I'M LIKE "GET RID OF WHAT"? AGAIN HE TALKS ABOUT KNIVES.  HE SAID "THE KNIVES, THEY WON'T GO DOWN EASY".  I COULD HAVE KEPT THIS CONVERSATION GOING, BUT I NEEDED SOME SLEEP, SO I TURNED OVER, CLOSED MY EYES, SAID MY PRAYERS, AND WENT TO SLEEP.  HE MUST HAVE JUST BEEN TALKING IN HIS SLEEP, OR DREAMING-WHO KNOWS?  ANY HOW, IT IS NOW 8:30AM, AND I HAVE BEEN UP FOR OVER AN HOUR TRYING TO CATCH UP ON MY BIBLE READING AND BOOK STUDY.  MASSEY IS COMING OVER AGAIN TODAY TO SPRAY, AND OUR DAUGHTER FONDA WAS OVER AFTER WORK YESTERDAY AND SPENT TWO HOURS RAKING LEAVES IN OUR BACK YARD. SHE IS AMAZING!!!  I AM STILL NOT FEELING 100%, BUT AM DOING A LITTLE BETTER THIS AM.  I JUST GET WORN OUT SO EASILY THESE DAYS.  I NEED A DAY OR TWO OF BED REST, BUT WE ALL KNOW THAT'S NOT GONNA HAPPEN!!   WELL, I WILL NEED TO CALL HOSPICE THIS AM, AND SET UP THE FIRST NURSES VISIT.  I AM HOPING AND PRAYING THAT IT WILL GO WELL, AND THAT MIKE WILL NOT GET SUSPICIOUS ABOUT HIS CONDITION.  TILL TOMORROW-SPEAK KINDLY TO ALL-JUST ME