Thursday, May 31, 2012

EMERGENCY FOR MY SISTER

HER DOG ROCKY NEEDS TO BE PUT DOWN THIS AM, AND SHE NEEDS ME TO DRIVE HER TO THE VET.  SHE IS A BASKET CASE, AND I TRULY FEEL SO SORRY FOR HER.  I WILL HAVE TO FINISH MY POST WHEN I GET BACK HOME-SORRY.  JUST ME
HELLO AGAIN, I'M BACK HOME NOW.  IT WAS A PRETTY SAD MORNING AS MY SISTER VICKIE CRIED ALL THE WAY THERE AND BACK.  I SAID ANY AND EVERY THING I COULD THINK OF TO TRY AND MAKE HER FEEL LESS SAD, BUT I DON'T KNOW IF ANY OF IT HELPED.  I JUST DROPPED HER OFF AT HOME, AS HER DAUGHTER DAWN AND HER HUSBAND RICH WERE THERE.  THEY HAD ALREADY DUG A HOLE FOR ROCKY, BUT VICKIE DID NOT WANT TO BURY HIM JUST YET.  VERY VERY SAD.  ANY HOW, THE GOOD NEWS, IS I HAVE BEEN FEELING BETTER, AND TRYING TO GET MORE DONE AROUND THE HOUSE.  I PLAN ON CHECKING AIR FARES AS SOON AS I GET OFF MY BLOG..  I AM SO THANKFUL IN ONE SENSE TO HAVE MY DOGS, BUT IN ANOTHER, THEY HOLD ME BACK FROM DOING AND GOING MORE PLACES.  IT IS HARD TO FIND A GOOD PERSON TO WATCH THE DOGS HERE AT HOME.  I DO HAVE A COUPLE OF VOLUNTEERS, AS WELL AS MY GROOMER, BUT MY GROOMER WOULD BE TAKING THEM TO HER HOUSE.  THEY REALLY SEEM TO LIKE HER, SO THAT IS MOST LIKELY WHERE THEY WILL BE WHILE I AM IN C.A..  I THINK OF MIKE EVERY DAY-SO MANY TIMES A DAY.  I DON'T WANT TO STOP, BUT AT THE SAME TIME, I DON'T WANT TO SPEND SO MUCH TIME CRYING EITHER.  THERE HAS TO BE A HAPPY MEDIUM-I HOPE I FIND IT SOON.  IT HAS BEEN OVER A YEAR AND A HALF SINCE MY SISTER VICKIE'S HUSBAND PASSED, AND SHE STILL CAN'T TALK ABOUT HIM WITH OUT CRYING.  I THINK IT WAS JUST SO MANY YEARS TOGETHER, PLUS, THE LAST FEW SHE AND I WERE INSEPARABLE WITH OUR HUSBANDS BECAUSE THEY BOTH HAD ALZHEIMER'S AND CANCER, AND THEY REALLY NEEDED US FOR PRETTY MUCH EVERYTHING.  NOW WITH MORE FREE TIME ON OUR HANDS IT GIVES US TOO MUCH TIME TO REFLECT.  I PRAY THESE FEELING WILL TURN INTO JOY WHEN WE THINK OF OUR HUSBANDS AT SOME POINT-INSTEAD OF ALWAYS MAKING US CRY.  THIS WEEK END WILL BE VERY BUSY FOR ME AS I HAVE SERVICE SAT. IN THE AM, THEN I WILL BE PICKED UP AROUND 4 P.M. BY MY DAUGHTER FELINA TO GO TO JAKKI & JUDAH-BEN'S HOUSE FOR OUR FAMILY BIBLE STUDY (AND DINNER).  THEN SUNDAY,  I HAVE MY MEETING, THEN A CPR CLASS.  VICKIE IS SUPPOSE TO GO WITH ME, BUT WITH ROCKY JUST BEING PUT DOWN-I'M NOT SURE SHE WILL BE ABLE TO MAKE IT.  ANY HOW THAT IS IT FOR ME TODAY-TILL TOMORROW-TREASURE YOUR GIFT OF LIFE.JUST ME

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