NOW I'M GETTING TOOO MUCH SLEEP!!

I WENT FROM BARELY SLEEPING AT ALL TO NOW ALL I WANT TO DO IS LAY DOWN AND GO BACK TO SLEEP.  MY SISTER SAID THAT IS FROM DEPRESSION.  I AM NOT SURE-IT COULD ALSO BE FROM MY CLL WHICH ALSO KEEPS YOU TIRED.  I WILL CALL MY DR. TODAY AND ASK A COUPLE OF QUESTIONS.  IT SEEMS THAT MY ANKLES ARE ALSO SWOLLEN MUCH OF THE TIME, AND MY DAUGHTER (FONDA) SAID IT COULD BE A PROBLEM WITH MY KIDNEYS OR MY HEART.  I HAVE SWIMMING EXERCISES TODAY AGAIN WITH MY SISTER VICKIE, SO THAT SHOULD WAKE ME UP!!  I GOT TO SKYPE MY BEAUTIFUL GRANDDAUGHTERS IN C.A. YESTERDAY, AND SPEAK WITH MY SON FOR A WHILE.  THE GIRLS ARE SO CUTE AND SWEET YOU WISH YOU COULD JUST GRAB THEM RIGHT THROUGH THE COMPUTER AND KISS THEIR LITTLE FACES OFF!!  MY SON STILL LOOKS A LITTLE DOWN, BUT HANDSOME AS EVER.  I KNOW THIS IS PROBABLY HARD ON HIM TOO, EVEN WITH THOSE CUTE DAUGHTERS OF HIS AND THAT SWEET PRETTY WIFE HE HAS TO DISTRACT HIM.  FOR A WHILE, NOTHING IS GOING TO TAKE AWAY THE PAIN WE ALL FEEL.  I COULD CRY AT THE MENTION OF HIS NAME SOME DAYS.  BUT I KNOW MIKE WOULD NOT WANT US TO GO ON SUFFERING OVER HIM LIKE THIS, SO I KNOW WE ALL TRY IN OUR OWN WAY TO MOVE FORWARD.  I DON'T EVEN THINK HE WOULD BE UPSET WITH ME FOR LETTING THE DOGS SLEEP IN BED WITH ME.  I JUST NEED TO FEEL THEIR WARMTH, AND IT HELPS ME TO GO TO SLEEP.  I'M SURE EVENTUALLY I WILL GET USE TO MY "NEW NORMAL" AS EVERY ONE CALLS IT, BUT I'D GIVE JUST ABOUT ANYTHING FOR JUST ONE MORE DAY OF THE OLD NORMAL.  WELL, ON A DIFFERENT NOTE, I THINK WE HAVE SEEN THE LAST OF THE RATS.  WE GOT TWO, AND I THINK THAT MAY BE THE END OF IT.  WE HAVE LEFT THE TRAPS OUT WITH THE PEANUT BUTTER IN IT FOR TWO MORE DAYS, BUT STILL NO MORE VICTIMS.  I SURE HOPE THAT MEANS WE ARE DONE!!  I HAVE HAD SUCH A BUSY BUSY WEEK END, THAT WHEN MY HEAD HITS THE PILLOW, I HARDLY HAVE TIME TO WATCH ONE SHOW BEFORE I START TO DOZE OFF.  SOME NIGHTS I DON'T EVEN NEED TO TAKE MY SLEEPING PILLS!!  LIKE I SAID, I AM SO TIRED ALL THE TIME LATELY.   I WILL CALL MY P.C.P. THIS A.M., AND SEE WHEN SHE CAN SEE ME.  WELL, THAT'S ABOUT IT FOR ME THIS A.M..  I KNOW MY SISTER VICKIE WILL BE CALLING ME ANY SECOND NOW ASKING ME IF I AM READY TO GO TO THE POOL.  NOT!!  I AM NOT DRESSED NOR HAVE I CHANGED INTO MY SWIM SUIT YET.  I HAD BETTER GET A MOVE ON, SO TILL TOMORROW, SURE HOPE YOUR WEEK END WITH A GOOD ONE!!  JUST ME