I THINK I AM BECOMING A ZOMBEE!!

COULDN'T SLEEP AGAIN LAST NIGHT, AND NOW I AM UP, AND MIKE IS SLEEPING LIKE A BABY.  SO NOT FAIR!!  YESTERDAY WHEN I TRIED TO TAKE A NAP, THE PHONE KEPT RINGING (PHONE SOLICITORS), AND WHEN I WAS JUST ABOUT TO FALL ASLEEP, MIKE WOULD SAY MOM.  IF I DID NOT ANSWER HIM HE WOULD SAY IT A LITTLE LOUDER, MOM!  WHEN I WOULD SAY "WHAT"? HE WOULD SAY "ARE YOU OK"? "IS THERE ANY THING I CAN DO FOR YOU"?  AFTER ABOUT THE THIRD TIME OF HIM DOING THAT I FINALLY SAID "YES"! "PLEASE LET ME REST".  BUT, HE WOULD FORGET, AND THEN THE DOOR BELL RANG, AND IT WAS MY SON-SO GLAD I GOT UP AND CHECKED.  I WAS GOING TO IGNORE IT THINKING IT WAS MAYBE A NEIGHBOR OR FED-X.  ANY HOW, MIKE'S HOSPICE NURSE COMES TODAY, AND I WILL SEE IF SHE WILL BE ABLE TO DO SOMETHING TO GET MIKE TO PUT ON HIS NIGHT TIME FOLEY.  HE HAS WORN THE THING FOR ALMOST 4 YEARS NOW, SO I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY ALL OF A SUDDEN HE HATES IT AND WILL NO LONGER PUT IT ON.  WELL, ON A DIFFERENT NOTE, MY SON HAS WORKED SO HARD AROUND HERE-TODAY I THINK HE PLANS TO PAINT MY CUPBOARD.  I AM ALREADY WORKING ON A NEW LIST FOR HIM, AS HE HAS PUSHED THROUGH ALL ON THE FIRST LIST I HAD FOR HIM!!  I DO THINK THAT MIKE JR. CAN SEE WHAT ISSUES I FACE, AS IT IS HARD TO FULLY UNDERSTAND WHEN YOU ARE SO FAR AWAY.  MIKE ASKED ME LAST NIGHT HOW MANY MORE DAYS WILL MIKEY (HE HATES FOR US TO CALL HIM THAT) BE HERE.  THEN AFTER I TOLD HIM HE SAID, "I SURE AM GOING TO MISS MY BOY".  SO SWEET.  I FEEL THE SAME WAY, BUT WE ALL HAVE TO GO WHERE WE CAN MAKE A LIVING AND TAKE CARE OF OUR FAMILY.  WELL, I GUESS I WILL GET DRESSED NOW, AS I HAVE MUCH TO DO TODAY, AND MY POOR SKINNY (THEY WISH) DOGS ARE STARVING, AS I HAVE NOT FED THEM YET.  SO, TILL TOMORROW-JUST ME