Saturday, January 28, 2012

TODAY IS SAT. AND I AM UP BY 8:30 A.M.

YESTERDAY WAS NOT A VERY GOOD DAY FOR MIKE.  WHEN I LEFT TO GO TO MY DR.'S APPOINTMENT, FONDA WAS WITH HIM, AND SAID HE BROKE DOWN AND WAS CRYING FOR NO REASON.  I KNOW THAT MUST HAVE BEEN VERY HARD FOR HER, AS SHE LOVES HER DAD VERY MUCH.  THE DR. GAVE ME A BUNCH OF NEW MEDS. INCLUDING SOMETHING MORE FOR MY NERVES, AS I TOO BROKE DOWN IN THE DR.'S OFFICE.  THERE IS NO TIME FOR ME TO SHOW ANY SADNESS AROUND HERE, AND ALL IT TOOK WAS A QUESTION ABOUT MIKE, AND THE TEARS BEGAN TO FLOW.  I GUESS MY EMOTIONS ARE PRETTY HIGH RIGHT NOW, I AM HOPING THAT THE NEW MED. MY DR. GAVE ME YESTERDAY WILL HELP WITH THAT. ANY HOW, WE WENT TO MY SISTER VICKIE'S YESTERDAY AND HAD SOME DINNER THERE.  SHE MADE A PORK ROAST IN THE CROCK POT WITH SOME B,B,Q, SAUCE, THAT WAS VERY YUMMY.  WE WATCHED MORE OF THE "I LOVE LUCY" TAPES THAT SHE HAS, AND WE ALL HAD A FEW GOOD LAUGHS.  ONCE WE GOT HOME, I PUT THE MAGIC ON FOR MIKE, AS HE HAS ALWAYS LIKED BASKETBALL.  WHEN HE CAME TO BED JUST AN HOUR OR SO LATER, I SAID "IS THE GAME OVER ALREADY"? AND MIKE SAID "WHAT GAME-I WASN'T WATCHING ANY GAME".  I HAVE NO IDEA WHY HE WOULD CHANGE THE CHANNEL, EXCEPT THAT SOMETIMES WHEN A COMMERCIAL COMES ON HE THINKS THE SHOW IS OVER OR MOVED TO ANOTHER CHANNEL, SO HE STARTS CHANGING CHANNELS TRYING TO FIND IT.  ANY HOW I PUT IT ON WHEN HE CAME TO BED, BUT HE DID NOT SEEM TO WANT TO WATCH IT.  HE WAS MUMBLING ABOUT GAS AND HOW MUCH DID WE HAVE.  HE COUNTED FROM ONE TO 11, AND THEN SAID SOMETHING LIKE "WILL YOU GIVE ME WHAT YOU HAVE"? TO WHICH I SAID "YES".  THEN HE MUMBLED MORE STUFF I COULD NOT MAKE OUT AND WOULD SAY "IS THAT RIGHT"? SO I WOULD JUST SAY "I THINK SO HONEY". TILL HE FINALLY FEEL ASLEEP.  HE ALWAYS LOVED TO TALK WHEN WE WERE IN BED OR DRIVING IN THE CAR.  I COULD LISTEN TO HIS VOICE FOR HOURS.  HE IS STILL SLEEPING RIGHT NOW, BUT FELINA SAID SHE WOULD BE OVER THIS AM, SO I NEED TO GET MYSELF DRESSED.  SO,  TILL TOMORROW-UP AND AT EM!!  JUST ME

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    1. My blog is about dealing with two illnesses-Alzheimer's AND Bone Cancer. I was the care giver and long time wife of Michael who is the reason for my Blog. It deals with every day events, sad and or humorous, as well as when my husband passed, and each day afterwords how my family and I are dealing with his loss. Thanks for asking. Linda Hayes

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