I FORGOT TO TAKE MY CAR BACK TO MAZDA

YESTERDAY I WAS SUPPOSE TO TAKE MY CAR BACK TO MAZDA, AND PAY FOR THE BATTERY THEY LET ME USE.  I FELT SO BAD THAT I HAD FORGOTTEN, THAT I WROTE A BIG NOTE FOR MYSELF, AND PUT IT ON THE TABLE SO I WOULD BE SURE TO GO THERE TODAY.  IT IS ODD THAT A NEW BATTERY WOULD FIX MY CAR WHEN MY OLD ONE REGISTERED GOOD-THREE TIMES.  ONCE BY THE POP A LOCK GUY, AND TWICE BY THE MAZDA MANAGER.  ANY HOW, I MUST HAVE NEEDED A NEW BATTERY, AS IT HAS CRANKED UP EVERY TIME SINCE IT WAS PUT IN.  IT'S CRAZY TO ME THAT A BATTERY CAN GO BAD WITH ONLY 10 OR 11,OOO MILES ON MY CAR, BUT I GUESS IT IS SO.  ANY HOW, YESTERDAY WAS A GOOD DAY. DID NOT DO VERY MUCH BUT RAN SOME ERRANDS WITH MY SISTER VICKIE, ALSO VISITED OUR NEIGHBOR MARTHA WHO HAD THAT HIP SURGERY.  SHE IS SO AMAZING!!  YOU WOULD NEVER KNOW WHAT SHE HAS JUST BEEN THROUGH.  A FRIEND OF OURS WHO OWNS A BEAUTY SALON, GAVE US A WONDERFUL GIFT CERT. FOR OUR BASKET THAT WE WILL BE RAFFLING OFF FOR THE ALZHEIMER'S  ASSOC.. AND HAS PUT ONE OF OUR DONATION BUCKETS IN HER SALON.  I AM VERY APPRECIATIVE!!!  AS SOON AS I AM A LITTLE BETTER, I WILL GO WITH MY SISTER TO DIFFERENT STORES, AND TRY AND GET SOME KIND OF GIFT CARDS FOR THE BASKET.  I JUST REALLY WISH MY BACK AND LEGS WERE DOING BETTER.  I WILL CALL MY PAIN DR. TODAY AND SEE IF HE CAN FIGURE OUT WHAT IS CAUSING THE PAIN.  I NEED TO GET BACK TO THE GYM, AND LOSE SOME OF THIS WEIGHT.  ALL I DO ANY MORE IS SLEEP AND EAT-BOTH ARE CAUSED BY DEPRESSION-ACCORDING TO MY P.C.P., BUT SHE ALSO DID SOME BLOOD WORK, SO WE WILL SEE IF ANY THING ELSE SHOWS UP THAT COULD BE CAUSING MY CONSTANT TIREDNESS.  I SPENT A LOT OF TIME YESTERDAY THINKING ABOUT MIKE.  ALMOST EVERYTHING I DID, AND EVERY PLACE I WENT REMINDED ME OF SOMETHING WE HAD DONE TOGETHER.  I SAW AN OLDER COUPLE WALKING HOLDING HANDS, AND THAT REMINDED ME OF MIKE AND HOW WE ALWAYS WALKED HAND IN HAND.  WHO EVER SAID "PARTING IS SUCH SWEET SORROW" MUST HAVE BEEN ON SOMETHING ILLIGAL AT THE TIME!!  I REALLY THOUGHT I WAS DOING BETTER, BUT THE LAST FEW DAYS HAVE PROVEN ME WRONG.  I WILL KEEP ON GOING AND TRY TO FIND POSITIVE THINGS TO THINK ABOUT WHEN I GET SAD.  I DO HAVE SO MUCH TO BE GREATFUL FOR.  I HAVE THREE GREAT KIDS, FOUR WONDERFUL AND TALENTED GRAND KIDS, AND ONE VERY BEAUTIFUL GREAT GRAND DAUGHTER-MINKA.  ALL OF THE ABOVE BRING SMILES TO MY FACE,  NOT TO MENTION MY TWO CONSTANT COMPANIONS PRISKA & PRESLEY!!!  I KNOW THIS SADNESS WILL PASS IN TIME, I WILL DO MY BEST TO MOVE IT ALONG AS BEST I CAN.  LIFE IS TOO PRECIOUS TO WASTE DWELLING ON THE PAST WHICH WE CAN NOT CHANGE.. TILL TOMORROW, THANKS FOR LISTENING!!  JUST ME