THEY SAID IT WAS DEPRESSION

MY DR. TOLD ME YESTERDAY THAT ALL MY SYMPTOMS SOUND LIKE DEPRESSION TO HER, SO SHE INCREASED MY CYMBALTA.  SHE ALSO TOOK OUT MORE BLOOD TO MAKE SURE THAT MY THYROID LEVELS AND VIT. B LEVELS WERE STILL O.K. SINCE MY LAST BLOOD DRAW.  I DO FEEL THAT I AM SAD A LOT LATELY.  JUST ABOUT EVERYTHING MAKES ME MISS MIKE MORE.  EVEN THE TRIP I JUST TOOK TO C.A., HE WANTED TO GO THERE SO BADLY BEFORE HE PASSED, BUT WAS PHYSICALLY NOT ABLE.  ALSO THE 2ND OF THIS MONTHE WAS OUR 43RD. ANNIVERSARY, MY FIRST WITH OUT HIM.  AND JUST SO MANY OTHER THINGS EVERYWHERE I LOOK REMIND ME OF HIM.  I HAVE EVEN BEEN HAVING DREAMS ABOUT HIM, AND SOME SEEM SO REAL.  I WAS TELLING MY DR. YESTERDAY THAT THIS YEAR WILL BE THE FIRST YEAR THAT BOTH MY SISTER VICKIE AND I WILL DO THE WALK TO END ALZHEIMER'S WITH OUT EITHER OF OUR HUSBANDS.  I JUST STARTED CRYING.  I DID NOT WANT TO-BUT THE TEARS JUST STARTED FLOWING ALL BY THEM SELVES.  JUST LIKE NOW.  I GUESS I NEED TO CHANGE THE SUBJECT.  OH, CHECK THIS OUT, I JUST GOT MY OWN PAGE ADDRESS FOR THE ALZHEIMER'S ORG.. HERE IT IS-------------  http://act.alz.org/goto/lindahayes12. WE ALSO HAVE ONE THAT IS FOR THE TEAM (VICKIE & :LINDA), AND VICKIE HAS ONE OF HER OWN TOO.  ONE MORE THING THAT MADE ME VERY UPSET AT MY DR.'S OFFICE YESTERDAY (NOT REALLY-THEY ARE BOTH VERY GOOD CAUSES).  THEY HAVE A WHOLE BUNCH OF STUFF TO RAISE FUNDS FOR CANCER THIS YEAR.  I WAS HOPING THEY WOULD PUT UP ALL THE STUFF FOR ALZHEIMER'S THIS YEAR AS THEY DID THE CANCER DRIVE LAST YEAR, BUT THE CANCER PEOPLE BEAT US TO IT.  I GUESS THERE IS ALWAYS NEXT YEAR!! I DID SELL ONE BRACELET THERE-TO A NURSE.  OH A HAPPIER NOTE, MIKE JR.. CALLED ME YESTERDAY-I SURE DO MISS MY BOY.  NO MATTER HOW OLD OUR CHILDREN GET-THEY WILL ALWAYS BE OUR BABIES!!!  WELL, SO FAR, IT IS A BEAUTIFUL DAY HERE IN ORLANDO.  I KNOW IT IS LESS HUMID IN C.A., BUT I'M HAPPY WITH DAYS LIKE TODAY.  WELL, TIME FOR ME TO ENJOY MY CUP OF DELISH!!  YES, I DID BUY MORE  OF MY BRAND-THERE IS NOTHING LIKE IT!!  SO TILL TOMORROW-TRY AND FIGURE OUT WHAT MY SISTER VICKIE AND I CAN DO TO RAISE MORE FUNDS FOR THE ALZHEIMER'S WALK-WE NEED ALL THE IDEAS AND HELP WE CAN GET.  E-MAIL ME IF YOU CAN THINK OF ANYTHING-PLEASE!!  THANK YOU SO MUCH-JUST ME