Monday, February 27, 2012

MIKE WAS TOTALLY WIPED OUT LAST NIGHT AFTER DINNER

HE HAD A GREAT TIME SEEING MIKE JR. AND FONDA & ART (I MADE THEM DINNER FOR THEIR ANNIVERSARY GIFT).  MIKE ATE PRETTY WELL ALL DAY YESTERDAY-YET SEEMED SO TIRED.  AFTER EVERYONE LEFT HE SAID I'M READY FOR BED-HOW ABOUT YOU??  IT WAS EARLY BEFORE 8PM..  I GOT HIM TO STAY UP A LITTLE LONGER BY PUTTING ON THE NFL JAM SESSION, BUT HE CAME TO BED LONG BEFORE IT WAS OVER.   I WILL HAVE TO ADDRESS HIS PAIN LEVEL WITH NURSE PEGGY FROM HOSPICE WHEN SHE COMES ON WEDS. OR I MAY JUST GIVE HER A CALL TODAY.  HE IS STILL WEEPY AS LAST NIGHT AT THE TABLE I TOLD HIM I LOVED HIM, AND HE WAS SO GOOD TO ME.  HIS EYES FILLED WITH WATER, AND HE SAID "I WISH THAT WERE TRUE". HE THINKS BECAUSE HE IS SO LIMITED IN WHAT HE CAN DO NOW THAT I GOT STUCK WITH A LEMON.  HE IS ALWAYS SAYING "YOU GOT STUCK".  I TELL HIM I AM STUCK-STUCK ON YOU BY CHOICE.. HE OF COURSE IS SAYING THAT I AM STUCK BECAUSE HE IS IN SUCH POOR SHAPE, AND I HAVE TO DO JUST ABOUT EVERYTHING FOR HIM.  I ASKED HIS NURSE IS THERE SOMETHING THEY COULD GIVE HIM TO KEEP HIM FROM FEELING SO BAD ABOUT HIMSELF. SHE SAID JUST TRY NOT TO DO THINGS THAT WILL BOTHER HIM WHEN HE CAN SEE YOU.  LIKE EMPTYING THE GARBAGE CAN AND TAKING THE RECYCLABLES OUT TO THE STREET.  TRY AND DO THOSE THINGS WHILE HE IS SLEEPING, SO I WILL TRY AND DO WHAT SHE SAID, BUT I'M STILL NOT SURE THAT IT WILL BE ENOUGH.  WE WILL ADDRESS IT NEXT TIME SHE COMES AGAIN.  TODAY I HAVE SO MANY PHONE CALLS TO MAKE.  WELLCARE DECLINED ONE OF MIKE'S NEW MEDS. AGAIN, SO I WILL HAVE TO MAKE AN APPEAL WITH THEM TO SEE IF THEY WILL MAKE AN EXCEPTION.  LIFE IS SO FULL OF UNNECESSARY STUFF THAT TAKES OUR TIME AND ENERGY.  WE SO BADLY NEED THE NEW SYSTEM TO FIX ALL OF ALL OF OUT PROBLEMS.  OUR GOOD FRIENDS THE ROGERS STOPPED BY YESTERDAY, AND THAT WAS SUCH A NICE TREAT.  THEY ARE VERY SPECIAL FRIENDS, AND I HOPE TO SEE THEM AT THE MEETING ON THURS. AS MIKE B. HAS SAID HE WILL WATCH MIKE FOR ME.  I DID SLEEP BETTER LAST NIGHT, AND I AM REALLY THANKFUL FOR THAT.  MIKE IS STILL IN BED, AND I WILL LET HIM SLEEP TILL HE WAKES UP ON HIS OWN, AS I KNOW THAT WHEN HE IS SLEEPING-HE IS NOT IN ANY PAIN.  WELL, TIME FOR ME TO GET SOME YUMMY COFFEE, AND TAKE MY MORNING PILLS, SO TILL TOMORROW-LOVE ALL FORGIVE ALL-JUST ME

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