THAT MAKES TWO NIGHTS IN A ROW I AM UP BY 4:30AM!!

NOT SURE WHAT IS GOING ON WITH ME LATELY.  I SEEM TO BE WAKING UP AT THE SAME TIME TWO NIGHTS IN A ROW.  MIKE IS SLEEPING SOUNDLY, AND MY HOSPICE FRIEND WILL BE HERE AT 9:30, SO I CAN MAKE IT TO MY DR.'S APT. AT 10.  THEY HAVE BEEN SUCH A BLESSING.  I HAVE ONLY USED THE SAME VOLUNTEER, AS I WANT MIKE TO FEEL COMFORTABLE WITH HER.  HE KNOWS MARY JO NOW, AND THAT IS A GOOD THING.  SHE IS VERY KIND, AND I SURE DO APPRECIATE HER HELPING ME OUT LIKE THIS.  SHE SAID THAT WHEN HER MOM WAS DYING THAT HOSPICE HELPED HER, SO SHE WANTS TO GIVE BACK.  MIKE DID EAT SOME DINNER LAST NIGHT-HALF AN ORANGE A LITTLE OF THE CHICKEN SALAD FONDA MADE, SOME MASH POTATOES, AND A VERY LITTLE BIT OF BEEF.  I WAS VERY HAPPY, AS HE HAD NOT EATEN ANYTHING SINCE BREAKFAST!!  I ON THE OTHER HAND AM EATING EVERYTHING THAT IS NOT NAILED DOWN!!  LAST NIGHT I ATE ONE WHOLE BAG OF COOKIES PLUS THE START OF A SECOND BAG, AND I DON'T EVEN LIKE STORE BOUGHT COOKIES!!!!  ALL I KNOW IS BY THE TIME ALL THIS IS BEHIND ME, MY BEHIND WILL BE AS BIG AS THE HOUSE!!  RIGHT NOW, IT DOES NOT SEEM TO MATTER TO ME-I HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO SELF CONTROL. BOY DO I KNOW WHICH ONE OF THE FRUITS OF THE SPIRIT I AM LACKING!!! SURE HOPE THIS BEHAVIOR WILL STOP AS MY NERVES START TO SETTLE DOWN (NOW THAT I AM ON NERVE PILLS).  MIKE DID SOMETHING WITH THE T.V. REMOTE LAST NIGHT, AS WHEN I GOT UP AT 4:30AM THE T.V. WAS STILL ON, AND I HAD TO GO INTO THE SPARE BED ROOM, AND USE THAT REMOTE TO TURN IT OFF.  I HAVE SEARCHED HIGH AND LOW, AND HE EITHER TOOK IT TO BED WITH HIM, OR THE DOGS MISTOOK IT FOR A BONE, AND IT IS NOW BURIED SOMEWHERE IN OUR BACK YARD!!  IT SEEMS LIKE I SPEND A LOT OF TIME THESE DAYS JUST LOOKING FOR STUFF MIKE HAS MISPLACED.  HIS CANE, HIS WALLET, HIS HAT, THE LIST GOES ON AND ON.  I KNOW IT IS NOT HIS FAULT, SO I JUST MAKE A GAME OF IT TILL WHAT EVER IT IS THAT IS MISSING GETS FOUND. WELL, I DO NEED TO GET A MOVE ON, I HAVE LOTS TO DO BEFORE MARY JO GETS HERE.  HOPE YOUR MORNING AND YOUR DAY WILL BE MEMORABLE-(IN A GOOD WAY) JUST ME