SO VERY VERY FORTUNATE!!

I FEEL SO FORTUNATE TO HAVE FAINTED TWICE AND NOT BROKEN ANY THING!!  I COULD HAVE EVEN HIT MY HEAD ON MY FURNITURE GOING DOWN, OR THE SINK IN THE BATH ROOM.  WHEN I REALIZED THAT I COULD HAVE BLED OUT DURING THE NIGHT BUT INSTEAD ALL I HAVE ARE TWO VERY BRUISED ELBOWS, I WAS FILLED WITH GRATITUDE.  SOMEBODY UP THERE WAS LOOKING OUT FOR ME I FEEL SURE.  ANY HOW THIS AM I AM UP AND FEELING MORE LIKE MY OLE SELF.  MY TUMMY IS STILL A LITTLE SORE, BUT I AM SURE THAT WILL GO AWAY SOON TOO.  I SLEPT LIKE A LOG LAST NIGHT-MAYBE THAT IS JUST WHAT I NEEDED TO MAKE UP FOR THE TWO PREVIOUS NIGHTS.  ANY HOW, I AM GLAD TO BE UP AND ONLY HAVE THE "Y" AND MY MEETING TONIGHT ON MY SCHEDULE.  I DID HAVE A CRAZY DREAM-AT LEAST COMPARED TO THE ONES I NORMALLY HAVE.  I WAS ON A BUS OR SOMETHING, SITTING BEHIND A PRIEST, WHO WAS TALKING WITH SOMEONE ELSE.  THEN HE TURNS TO ME AND I TOLD HIM THAT I HAD JUST LOST MY HUSBAND TWO MONTHS AGO.  HE SAID THAT WILL MAKE YOU STRONGER TO FACE ANYTHING ELSE BIG THAT HAPPENS IN YOUR LIFE.  I LOOKED AT HIM LIKE HE WAS NUTS, AND I SAID "WHAT COULD BE WORSE THAN LOSING MY HUSBAND"? AND THEN I STARTED TO CRY IN MY DREAM.  I DO KNOW THERE ARE WORST THINGS, I DON'T EVEN WANT TO GO THERE-THIS HEART CAN ONLY TAKE JUST SO MUCH SADNESS AT ONE TIME.  I DID HEAR FROM MY OTHER DAUGHTER FELINA YESTERDAY AGAIN.  SHE IS WORKING HARD, AND BABYSITTING A LOT.  I AM SO JEALOUS!!  I CAN'T WAIT TILL IT IS MY TURN.  OF COURSE WITH ALL THE DOCTOR'S AND DENTIST APPOINTMENTS AS OF LATE, IT MAY HAVE TO WAIT UNTIL SUNDAY WHEN WE HAVE OUR FAMILY STUDY TOGETHER.  MY SISTER VICKIE AND I HAVE AN APPOINTMENT NEXT WEDS. AT 6PM AS CO CAPTAIN'S OF THE NEXT ALZHEIMER'S WALK.  I WILL BE THINKING OF MIKE EVERY MINUTE I AM SURE, BUT I WILL CONTINUE TO DO WHAT EVER I CAN TO STAMP OUT THIS HORRIBLE DISEASE.  MY SON MIKE EVEN SAID HE MAY COME DOWN FOR THE WALK-I AM THRILLED.  IT WOULD BE GREAT IF ALL MY KIDS AND GRAND KIDS (AND EVEN LITTLE MINKA) WOULD GO ON THE WALK THAT DAY WITH ME.  IT WILL BE SAD, BUT DAD DID IT TO HELP OTHERS, AND I WANT TO CONTINUE DOING SO TOO.  WELL, THAT WRAPS IT UP FOR ME THIS AM.  I HAVE AN EXERCISE CLASS WAITING FOR ME, AND A SISTER WHO WILL BE CALLING ANY SEC.. HOPE YOUR DAY AND YOUR WEEK END WILL BRING UNTOLD HAPPY SURPRISES.  TILL MONDAY-JUST ME