BACK TO NORMAL ??

NO SLEEP!!  MIKE WAS IN A LOT OF PAIN LAST NIGHT-HE HAD SOME HOW MANAGED TO REMOVE HIS PAIN PATCH, AND THAT WAS NOT GOOD.  I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW LONG IT HAD BEEN OFF-I JUST NOTICED IT YESTERDAY.  AT ABOUT 2AM I GOT OUT OF BED TO PUT A NEW PAIN PATCH ON HIM, AS I JUST COULD NOT LISTEN TO HIM MOAN AND GROWN ANY MORE.  THANKFULLY, HE WAS DUE TODAY FOR A NEW ONE ANY HOW.  HE WAS UP VERY EARLY THIS AM.  I TRIED TO STAY IN BED A LITTLE LONGER, BUT WITH TWO HUNGRY DOGS NIPPING AT MY HEELS (I DID NOT GET HOME IN TIME TO FEED THEM DINNER YESTERDAY), I HAD NO CHOICE BUT TO GET OUT OF BED AND FEED THEM.  I AM NOT FEELING ALL THAT GREAT TODAY MYSELF-I HAVE A LOW FEVER, AND AM JUST PRETTY TIRED.  MIKE AND I HAD THE MOST WONDERFUL TIME WITH MIKE JR. & HIS FAMILY THIS WEEK-IT IS SO HARD TO SAY GOOD BYE TO THEM.  LAURA & MIKE ARE SUCH GREAT PARENTS-THOSE GIRLS ARE THE SWEETEST, CUTEST, MOST LOVABLE, MOST ACTIVE PAIR YOU CAN IMAGINE-AND SO WELL MANNERED!!!  THEY JUST LEFT THIS MORNING, AND WE MISS THEM ALREADY!!!  WELL, I NEED SOME COFFEE TO FULLY WAKE UP, AND SEE WHAT MUST BE DONE TODAY.  BTW, I SIGNED MIKE UP WITH HOSPICE YESTERDAY-THAT WAS HARD-BUT I WAS WELL SUPPORTED BY ALL THREE OF OUR CHILDREN.  THEY WILL BE CALLING ME TODAY TO FINISH THE PROCESS. I HOPE I CAN HANDLE IT BY MYSELF!!  TILL TOMORROW-I WILL TRY AND REMEMBER-ONE DAY AT A TIME!!  JUST ME