I'M UP AND READY FOR HOSPICE DR.'S VISIT.

YESTERDAY WAS A LITTLE ROUGH, BUT THE HOSPICE CASE WORKER CALLED ME BACK, AND AGREED TO OUR ORIGINAL TERMS-NO MENTION OF HOSPICE AND DEFINITELY NO MENTION OF THE "C" WORD!!  SHE WAS ACTUALLY NICE, AND WE SAT OUT SIDE ON THE BACK PORCH, AND  I ANSWERED ALL OF HER QUESTIONS.  IT'S ALMOST 8:30AM NOW, AND THE DOCTOR SHOULD BE HERE ANY MINUTE.  I WILL LET YOU KNOW HOW THAT GOES. THE DOCTOR CAME AND LEFT, AND I MUST SAY HE WAS VERY VERY NICE.  HE HAS SUGGESTED A COUPLE OTHER THINGS FOR MIKE TO MAKE HIM MORE COMFORTABLE, AND TOOK ONE PILL AWAY.  HE AGAIN EMPHASIZED THAT IF MIKE SHOULD FALL HE WOULD DIE.  I AM VERY CONCERNED ABOUT THAT, SO I AM FOREVER WATCHING HIS EVERY MOVE.  NOW HIS NURSE FROM HOSPICE IS HERE!!  I ONLY THOUGHT I WAS BUSY BEFORE!!  OUR DAUGHTER FONDA WAS OVER LAST NIGHT AGAIN TO RAKE ALL THE LEAVES IN THE BACK YARD-THREE MORE LARGE BAGS FULL, AND THEN SHE SPRAYED THE BACK AND FRONT YARD WITH THERMADORE (VERY STRONG BUG KILLER).  SHE IS AMAZING!!  SHE LEFT FOR CALIFORNIA FOR SURGERY THIS AM AT 5 O'CLOCK.  LIKE I SAID-SO MUCH GOING ON CONSTANTLY.  MIKE IS STILL SLEEPING THROUGH ALL OF THIS ACTION-I'M READY FOR A NAP MYSELF, BUT SOMEHOW I JUST KNOW THAT'S NOT GOING TO HAPPEN!!  TILL TOMORROW-JUST ME