" 2 0 5, 2 0 5, 2 0 5, 2 0 5." MIKE WAS SAYING THAT OVER AND OVER

I FINALLY ASKED MIKE "WHAT IS 2 0 5 ", TO WHICH HE SAID "WHAT DO YOU THINK IT IS"?  I SAID "I DON'T KNOW, IS IT A TIME"?  "NO" WAS ALL HE REPLIED.  THEN HE STARTED WITH "1 0 5, 1 0 5, 1 0 5".  I JUST IGNORED HIM AT THIS POINT.  NEXT HE ASKED ME "HAVE YOU BEEN THERE MANY TIMES"?  NOT KNOWING WHERE HE WAS TALKING ABOUT, I JUST SAID "NO" AND TRIED TO GO BACK TO SLEEP-THIS WAS AROUND 4AM..   I COULD NOT GO BACK TO SLEEP, SO I JUST GOT UP AROUND 5AM, AND LET THE DOGS OUT, AND ANSWERED AN E OR TWO, FINISHED LOADING  THE DISH WASHER, AND MADE MYSELF A NICE CUP OF CAFE' CON LECHE'.  I WAS ABLE TO GO TO MY MEETING YESTERDAY, AND I WAS SHOWN SO MUCH LOVE AND SUPPORT.  IT IS TRULY AN OASIS IN THIS COMPLICATED WORLD WITH SO MUCH STRESS AND STRIFE!!  VERY UPBUILDING!!  MIKE WOULD HAVE GONE, BUT HE WAS OUT OF SORTS AND WAS AGAIN SAYING THINGS THAT DID NOT MAKE MUCH SENSE.  HE HAS SO MUCH TROUBLE WALKING NOW TOO, THAT IS TRULY THE ONLY THING HE EVER COMPLAINS ABOUT.  REALLY UNDER THE CIRCUMSTANCE, THAT IS REMARKABLE, AS I HAVE HEARD THAT BONE CANCER IS EXTREMELY PAINFUL.  MY SISTER VICKIE AND I WILL EXCHANGE SOME FOOD TODAY.  WE DO THAT PRETTY OFTEN.  I MADE SOME YUCCA YESTERDAY WHICH SHE AND I BOTH LOVE, AND SHE MADE SOME HOME MADE CHICKEN SOUP.  IT IS RARE THAT I COOK A FULL MEAL ANY MORE.  I JUST FED MIKE WHAT EVER HE THINKS HE WOULD LIKE TO EAT, AND I MAKE MYSELF A BOWL OF SOUP OR EAT SOMETHING THAT IS LEFT OVER FROM THE DAY BEFORE.  I REALLY DON'T CARE IF I EAT OR NOT MOST OF THE TIME, BUT BETWEEN MY KIDS AND MY SISTER I DO NOT GO HUNGRY!!  I AM HAPPY WITH A GRILLED CHEESE OR JUST A BOWL OF SOUP, BUT I TRY AND GET AS MANY CALORIES INTO MIKE AS POSSIBLE, AS HE DOES NOT NEED TO LOSE ANY MORE WEIGHT.  HE IS SO UNSTEADY ON HIS FEET RIGHT NOW-I GOT HIM A WALKER YESTERDAY.  WELL, THAT IS IT FOR ME ON THIS MONDAY AM.  SURE HOPE YOUR WEEKEND WAS FILLED WITH JOY-JUST ME