Thursday, March 1, 2012

"ARE WE IN THE GARDEN OF EDEN YET"?

MIKE SAID THIS OUT OF NO WHERE YESTERDAY, AMONG OTHER THINGS.  LAST NIGHT WHEN I WAS GOING TO GIVE HIM SOME DINNER HE SAID "I'LL EAT WHEN I WAKE UP", HE WAS WIDE AWAKE!! THEN HE WANTED TO KNOW WHO ALL THE PEOPLE WERE THAT WERE IN OUR HOUSE YESTERDAY.  I TOLD HIM WE HAD MIKE JR. FELINA, JAKKI, FONDA,  AND THE MAN WHO FIXED OUR WASHER DRAIN.  HE SAID, "BUT I WASN'T THERE RIGHT"?  IT IS BREAKING MY HEART TO SEE HIM FADING AWAY.  HE HAS NO CONCEPT OF TIME. WHEN HE ASKS ME WHAT TIME IT IS, HE WILL THEN SAY "IS IT NIGHT TIME OR IS IT MORNING"?  HE IS FAST ASLEEP RIGHT NOW, AND I AM THANKFUL, AS WHEN HE IS SLEEPING I KNOW HE IS NOT IN ANY PAIN AT ALL.   I ON THE OTHER HAND AM HAVING A HARDER AND HARDER TIME GETTING ANY SLEEP.  WHEN I AM IN BED WITH MIKE, I KEEP CHECKING TO SEE IF HE IS OK.  LAST NIGHT HE WAS SWEATING LIKE CRAZY AGAIN, BUT IT WAS COOL IN THE ROOM.  NOT SURE WHAT THAT WAS ABOUT.  NURSE PEGGY WAS HERE YESTERDAY, AND SHE CHANGED THE DOSAGE OF HIS PAIN PATCH TO 100MG, IT WAS 50MG BEFORE.  THAT WILL ARRIVE BY FED-X SOMETIME THIS AM.  MIKE IS HAVING SUCH A HARD TIME WALKING I KNOW HIS LEGS MUST BE KILLING HIM, BUT WHEN YOU ASK HIM HOW HE'S DOING-HE ALWAYS SAYS "I'M FINE".  HE IS EATING A LITTLE BETTER NOW.  HE HAD A GOOD BREAKFAST YESTERDAY, BUT DID NOT WANT ANY LUNCH.  HE DID EAT A BIG BOWL OF CHILI LAST NIGHT, WITH SOME CHEESE ON TOP, AND SOME SALTINE CRACKERS.  I AM HOPING AND PRAYING THAT HE IS DOING BETTER TODAY, OTHER WISE I WILL NOT FEEL COMFORTABLE LEAVING HIM WITH MIKE B. WHILE I GO TO MY MEETING.  I WILL HAVE TO SEE HOW HE IS ONCE HE GETS UP.  I HOPE THIS DAY WILL BRING JOY TO ALL-WE SURE CAN USE SOME-JUST ME

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