" CAN I HAVE A GLASS WITH A GLOVE IN IT "?

MIKE ALSO ASKED ME "WHERE DID YOU PUT MY NICE"?  I OF COURSE HAD NO CLUE WHAT MIKE WAS ASKING FOR, SO THEN THE CHARADES BEGAN.  THAT'S USUALLY WHAT HAPPENS THESE DAYS WHEN MIKE IS AWAKE-HE IS INCOHERENT.  SADLY, THE SAME THING HAPPENS WHEN HE IS SLEEP TALKING.  OTHER THAN THE PAIN IN HIS LEGS, HE STILL SEEM  TO BE IN A GOOD MOOD MOST OF THE TIME, AND ONLY COMPLAINS ABOUT WALKING-HOW MUCH HE WISHES HE COULD STILL WALK.  I KNOW HOW HARD ALL THIS MUST BE ON MIKE, AND IT HAS ALSO TAKEN IT'S TOLL ON ME-EVEN THOUGH I DID NOT THINK SO AT FIRST.  MY BLOOD PRESSURE CONTINUES TO BE HIGH, SO I WILL CONTACT MY DR. TODAY, AS MY P.A. SON IN LAW ART SAID THERE IS A PILL THAT I CAN TAKE INTERMITTENTLY  THAT WILL BRING IT DOWN QUICKLY WHEN IT IS HIGH.  I DON'T THINK IT WOULD BE POSSIBLE FOR ME TO TAKE THIS "JOURNEY" WITH OUT ALL THE HELP AND SUPPORT ALL THREE OF OUR KIDS HAVE BEEN GIVING ME.  ALSO TRESSA WHO WORKS HARD ALL WEEK, AND STILL IS WILLING TO COME OVER WITH FELINA AND HELP DO MY DUSTING AND MY FLOORS FOR ME.  THANK YOU SO MUCH ALL  OF YOU INCLUDING MY DEAR SON MIKE JR. AND LAURA IN CA. WHO MAKE SURE OUR LAWN IS TAKEN CARE OF!!!  I DID GET MORE SLEEP LAST NIGHT, AND SAT. NIGHT, BUT FOR SOME UNKNOWN REASON I CONTINUE TO HAVE A BIT OF A HEADACHE.  ANY HOW, MIKE IS STILL SLEEPING, AND I KNOW THIS BECAUSE MY SISTER VICKIE BROUGHT OVER THE T.V. MONITOR THAT SHE HAD USED WITH HER HUSBAND GEORGE, SO THAT I CAN WATCH MIKE FROM ANY OTHER ROOM IN THE HOUSE.  THAT IS A HUGE HELP!!  I CAN EVEN SEE HIM WHILE I AM TYPING THIS!!  MIKE CONTINUES TO MISS GOING TO THE MEETINGS WITH ME-HE CALLS THE KINGDOM HALL "OUR PLACE".  IT IS HARD TO BELIEVE, BUT THIS MONTH WOULD MAKE ONE YEAR THAT MIKE WAS ATTENDING THE MEETINGS FAITHFULLY WITH ME.  NOW BECAUSE OF THE MEDS. AND THE SEVERITY OF HIS PAIN-IT JUST IS NO LONGER POSSIBLE.  TOMORROW HIS HOSPICE NURSE WILL COME, AND I WILL ASK HER FOR A STRONGER PAIN PATCH, AS I JUST DON'T THINK IT IS TAKING CARE OF HIS PAIN BASED ON THE MOANING AND GROANING WHEN HE EITHER  TRIES TO GET INTO BED OR OUT OF IT.  HE EVEN TOLD ME YESTERDAY THAT HIS LEGS HURT HIM EVEN WHEN HE IS SLEEPING  WHICH I HAD NO IDEA OF.  I WAS ABLE TO MAKE MY MEETING YESTERDAY (THANKS TO FONDA), AND IT WAS A GREAT TALK, AND W.T. STUDY.  IT WAS LIKE BEING IN ANOTHER WORLD-EVEN IF IT WAS ONLY FOR 2 HOURS!!  ALL THE FRIENDS ARE SO SUPPORTIVE AND LOVING-I THANK GOD FOR THEM EACH NIGHT!!  WELL, WHO KNOWS WHAT TODAY WILL BRING, AND WHEN MIKE WILL GET OUT OF BED.  I DO HAVE A DENTIST APPOINTMENT TODAY-I MAY NEED A ROOT CANAL-YUCK!!  SURE HOPE ALL IS WELL IN YOUR WORLD TODAY-SO FAR MINE IS A O.K.-JUST