ANOTHER DAY-ANOTHER RAT!!

YES, WE GOT ONE MORE LAST NIGHT THANKS TO MY PEANUT OR PEANUT BUTTER IN THE TRAPS IDEA.  I WANT MASSEY TO DO IT AGAIN UNTIL NO TRAPS HAVE A RAT.  I WANT TO MAKE SURE THIS NIGHTMARE IS OVER WITH-JUST LIKE THE ONE WITH THE TICKS!!  IT IS SO HARD STILL TO GO INTO THE ROOM WHERE MIKE'S PICTURE AND URN ARE.  HIS BEAUTIFUL EYES SEEM TO BE LOOKING RIGHT AT ME.  I ALWAYS KISS HIS PICTURE AND SAY THE SAME THINGS, WE LOVE YOU, WE MISS YOU, AND SLEEP WELL-I HOPE FOR NOT TOO MUCH LONGER.. I AM DOING MY VERY BEST TO DO WHAT I KNOW MIKE WOULD HAVE WANTED ME TO.  STAY BUSY-CONTINUE GOING TO MY MEETINGS (I CARRY HIS PICTURE IN MY BIBLE SO HE IS STILL WITH ME AT "OUR PLACE").  I MISS HIM EVERY DAY AS DO MY SON AND DAUGHTERS.  I KNOW SOME ARE HAVING A HARDER TIME WITH HIS LOSS THAN OTHERS, BUT STILL WE ALL LOVED HIM VERY MUCH.  I HAVE TO CUT THIS SHORT TODAY BECAUSE MY SISTER VICKIE AND I MUST GO DO OUR WATER EXERCISES EARLY SO WE CAN TAKE OUR NEIGHBOR MARTHA TO HER ORTHOPEDIC DR. THIS A.M..  I ALSO NEED TO CALL MASSEY AGAIN, AND HAVE THEM REMOVE THE RAT, AND SET ANOTHER PEANUT BUTTER TRAP.  I AM REALLY HOPING THAT THE ONE THE TRAP GOT LAST NIGHT IS THE LAST ONE, BUT I JUST WANT TO BE DOUBLY SURE!!  I SLEPT BETTER LAST NIGHT WITH OUT BUDDY BARKING-THAT WAS A PLUS, AS I SURE HAVE BEEN TIRED AS OF LATE.  I'M SURE PART OF IT IS STRESS, AND THEN I HAVE NOT BEEN SLEEPING ALL THAT WELL EITHER.  WELL, I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO DINNER TONIGHT-I WILL BE COOKING YELLOW RICE AND CHICKEN WITH PLANTAINS, AND FLAN FOR DESERT.  I HOPE I REMEMBER HOW TO MAKE IT-IT HAS BEEN A LONG LONG WHILE SINCE I MADE SO MANY SPANISH MEALS!!  I ALSO HOPE MY SISTER VICKIE AND MARTHA WILL ENJOY A LITTLE TASTE OF CUBAN FOOD!!  THE WEEK END IS UPON US, SO SPEND IT WITH THE ONES YOU LOVE IF AT ALL POSSIBLE-JUST ME