Thursday, April 12, 2012

COMPUTER NOT WORKING-HAD TO FIX IT BEFORE I COULD POST

MY SISTER IS HERE THIS  AM AS WE HAVE HOSPICE COMING AND ANOTHER COMPANY WHO COULD USE ALL OF MIKE'S OLD OSTOMY SUPPLIES, AND I KNOW THAT SURE WOULD HAVE MADE HIM VERY HAPPY.  HE WAS ALWAYS SUCH A GENEROUS SOUL.  MY DOGS MISS HIM ALMOST AS MUCH AS ME-THEY EVEN KISS HIS PICTURE JUST LIKE I DO.  OF COURSE THEY DO NOT TELL HIM HOW MUCH THEY MISS HIM OR WHY WE ARE NOT SLEEPING IN THE SAME BED ROOM AS HE DOES, BUT IT IS VERY APPARENT THEY ARE GRIEVING IN THEIR OWN LITTLE DOGIE WAY.  YESTERDAY WAS VERY BUSY WITH ALL MY KIDS, AND BEAUTIFUL GRAND BABIES WERE HERE TO KEEP MY MIND ON HAPPY THOUGHTS.  I ALSO WENT TO A NEW CHIROPRACTOR, WHO WAS WONDERFUL, AND ABLE TO GET RID OF MY ON GOING HEAD ACHE.  A HUGE THANK YOU TO FONDA WHO NOT ONLY FOUND HER BUT TOOK ME THERE YESTERDAY. TONIGHT IS MY FAVORITE NIGHT OF THE WEEK-THURS., AND I AM PLANNING TO GET BACK TO THE K. H. AND SEE MY BELOVED BROTHERS AND SISTERS,  GET SOME WARM HUGS, AND BUILT UP SPIRITUALLY.  I HAVE TRIED TO KEEP UP WITH ALL MY BIBLE READING AND BOOK STUDYING, BUT I'M NOT SURE HOW MUCH OF IT SUNK IN.  MY MIND KEPT WONDERING BACK TO MIKE AND THEN I WOULD CATCH MYSELF AND TRY AND FOCUS ONCE AGAIN ON THE BIBLE.  I KNOW THE DAYS AHEAD WILL BE DIFFICULT-ESPECIALLY ONCE MY SON, LAURA, AND THE GRAND BABIES LEAVE TO GO BACK HOME TO C.A... FONDA, AND FELINA, WILL STILL BE HERE, AND I KNOW THEY WILL MAKE SURE I KEEP MAKING PROGRESS AND STAYING BUSY. THANKS SO MUCH TO MY WONDERFUL DAUGHTER IN LAW LAURA, WHO SPENT COUNTLESS HOURS YESTERDAY MAKING ME A VEGETABLE GARDEN TO CARE FOR AND KEEP ME BUSY AS WELL.  OF COURSE NO TIME WILL HEAL THE PAIN OF LOSING MY LIFE LONG MATE, BUT IN TIME I KNOW WE WILL BE TOGETHER AGAIN UNDER FAR BETTER CONDITIONS AND NOT FOR JUST A FEW YEARS FILLED WITH ACHES AND PAINS, BUT IN PERFECT HEALTH AS GOD WANTED FROM THE VERY BEGINNING FOR US.  I PLAN TO DO MY PART TOWARDS THE HEALING PROCESS-MOSTLY BECAUSE I KNOW MIKE WOULD WANT ME TO, BUT ALSO FOR ALL THE OTHERS THAT LOVE AND STILL NEED ME.  TILL TOMORROW-JUST ME

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