HOT SHOWERS ALWAYS MAKE ME CRY-LATELY

I THINK YESTERDAY WAS A HARD DAY FOR ALL OF US.  I KNOW FONDA BROKE DOWN, AS DID I.  I FOUND THE P.J.'S MIKE WAS WEARING MOST DAYS BEFORE HE PASSED-I WAS AFRAID THEY HAD BEEN PUT IN THE BAGS FOR GOOD WILL.  I JUST HELD THEM , SMELLED THEM, AND STARTED TO CRY.  I WAS GOING TO WEAR THEM LAST NIGHT, BUT I JUST COULDN'T.  MAYBE LATER ON.  LAURA, AND MY TWO GRAND BABIES LEFT YESTERDAY. IT WAS SO HARD TO SEE THEM GO-THEY ARE THE BEST CURE FOR WHAT EVER AILS YOU!!  I ALREADY CAN'T WAIT TO SEE THEM AGAIN.  THEIR MOM (LAURA) HAS APPLIED FOR SOME SPECIAL TRAINING HERE THAT WILL TAKE PLACE IN JULY.  IF SHE IS CHOSEN-SHE WILL BRING THE GIRLS OUT WITH HER FOR 5 DAYS OR SO.  I SURE HOPE THAT HAPPENS.  I KNOW I WILL ALSO BE TAKING A TRIP TO C.A. OVER THE SUMMER, AS I WILL NEED ANOTHER GRAND BABY FIX... I FEEL BADLY FOR MY TWO DOGIES, AS THEY ALSO MISS THEIR DADDY A LOT.  THEY DO NOT WANT ME OUT OF THEIR SIGHT NOW.  THEY SURE ARE SWEET DOGS, AND I AM SO GLAD I HAVE THEM, AS I DON'T FEEL ALL ALONE IN THE HOUSE.  THEY EVEN SLEEP WITH ME, AND THAT IS COMFORTING-PROBABLY FOR ALL OF US.  I'M NOT SURE WHAT THE PLAN IS TODAY-I KNOW MIKE JR. & FONDA SAID THEY WOULD BE HERE AROUND 10 OR 10:30 THIS AM.  I ALSO HAVE AN APPOINTMENT WITH THE CHIROPRACTOR AT 1PM.. I HAVE MY MEETING TONIGHT, AND EVEN THOUGH MY MIND WONDERS TO WHEN MIKE WAS SITTING NEXT TO ME AND HOW HE WOULD PUT HIS ARM AROUND ME FOR THE SONG AND THE PRAYER, I AM STILL ABLE TO GET SOMETHING OUT OF THE MEETING.  I ALSO GET A LOT OF HUGS AND KISSES , ENCOURAGEMENT, AND OFFERS TO DO WHATEVER I NEED.  I DON'T THINK THERE IS ANYTHING LEFT TO DO-MY KIDS HAVE PRETTY MUCH DONE IT ALL.  FONDA WAS GOING THROUGH MORE PAPER WORK FOR HOURS AND HOURS AGAIN YESTERDAY.  LIKE I SAID BEFORE-MIKE WAS A PACK RAT-BUT VERY LOVABLE ONE. MY DAUGHTER FELINA, GRAND DAUGHTER JAKKI AND GRANDSON CANYON WERE ALSO HERE FOR A WHILE YESTERDAY.  I WAS GLAD THEY MADE IT BECAUSE LILLY SAID SHE WANTED TO SEE HER AUNT FELINA & JAKKI.  MIKE B. WAS HERE TOO, AND CALLS EVERY DAY TO CHECK ON ME-HE IS SUCH A WONDERFUL GUY.   I DID SLEEP A LITTLE BETTER LAST NIGHT, SO I SURE AM GLAD OF THAT.  I WAS GETTING A LITTLE WOBBLY, AND I THINK IT WAS PARTLY DUE TO A LACK OF SLEEP. WELL, THAT IS HOW THINGS ARE GOING AROUND HERE THIS AM.. I SHOULD GET DRESSED NOW, AS MY SISTER VICKIE WILL BE COMING OVER FOR SOME OF MY CAFE' CON LECHE' IN A FEW MINUTES.  HOPE YOUR DAY WILL BE FRUITFUL.  TILL LATER-JUST ME